Blackhole

two souls attached

eternally

ripped apart by selfish deeds.

remnants clinging to bits

of love, the past, the future.

eventually blown apart

but never totally.

a piece of one

forever lying dormant

in the other.

My Soul Is Forever Yours

even when you forget it’s there.

Avril

you snuck up on me.
i didn't expect to see you standing there
with your innocent eyes.
yet you left as fast as
you arrived.
leaving me feeling empty
and shallow inside.

i miss the way your breezes
sang to my soul refreshing the early morning
then slowing warmed my skin as the day waned.
you had so much hope
and potential in your beginnings, yet
in the end
left me lonelier
than before.

i'll be waiting where you left me.
waiting for your return in another eleven months.
waiting with undeserved expectations.

Doing The Math

when i do the math the
numbers scare me.
it's been a while since
i've counted.
they're really adding up
now.
two hands.

the two hands on the clock steadily moving forward.
almost three years of nothing.
suddenly nature remembers
it only counts up.
always dynamic.
never stagnate.
yet oh how I wish it was.